Tuesday 13 February 2007

It Is Nice Here

Mad Maudlin mainly likes it here because nobody can find her and she does not have to be herself. She knows that her self is not the person inside her head, it is the person other people make up in their heads and she wishes she didn't know that. She would like to be able to control who she is and that is why sometimes she has to hide.

Mostly she does not want the responsibility. Expectations save an awful lot of trouble and self-determination would probably not get her anywhere.

Mad Maudlin would like perhaps to be less maudlin and more mad.

She would not presume to use the first person here. She knows that this is not her self but just the person in her head and she knows her place.

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